love Nan x

disembark

breaking down the pieces of me, my life here, in this place, ready to disembark, over there, in that place. Continue reading →

coda

you are like a lover to me: you, me, us. I have been sitting across from you, time passing, observing Continue reading →

snakehead

you are a sea, you are a pool, a lake; I could dip in you, for a while, just a Continue reading →

How do i tolerate myself today?

How do I tolerate myself today? How do I tolerate my unusual urges, My lack of conviction, My strange dereliction Continue reading →

sunday 3pm

Foggy brain, Stains on these ventricles, thudding. In front blind; behind is beside blowing raspberries, the masticated fruit collecting under Continue reading →

swallow swallow gulp

Read it. Listen to the words . See what they say. Digest the meaning. Interpret the lexical data. Let the Continue reading →

Disconnect/Connect (Silver Dagger Trad.)

Disconnect. Connect: I want you to hold my hand and tell me I’m fucking hot; I want you to touch Continue reading →

Rachmaninov in my head

Rachmaninov in my head, Sound-tracking the scenarios and conversations I am having about the what might bes, the possibilities, the Continue reading →

Fuck you austerity

When you don’t know what to write about you end up thinking about half-formed phrases, mixed metaphors that have cascaded Continue reading →

i was on holiday…

So , I was on holiday, and this guy came up to me and… No, I was on holiday, and Continue reading →

nametag

Approaching home, I feel the familiar draw, the tensions, as I drive the A-road, passed the tree-lined conurbations and out-of-town Continue reading →

It’s hidden, I’ve buried it

The realisation hit me. Well, crept up upon me, It’s stealth surprising. It appeared, just beyond my shoulder, Just out Continue reading →

Meander

In the middle of the consumer hall

In the middle of the consumer hall You call. I see you: A hat, a bobble a top A head, Continue reading →