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So , I was on holiday, and this guy came up to me and…

No, I was on holiday, and I was talking to this guy, and…

Mmm, I was on holiday, and we met in this OK restaurant; I was cold, I didn’t wear my jumper…

Wait, I was on holiday, and you followed me in your car, massive smile…you kissed me on both cheeks, on both cheeks, when we met up, holding my face with your hands…

Then, I was on holiday, sitting across from you, watching you smoke a Marlboro red, you were smoking a Marlboro red…

And, I was on holiday; in your car, you drove, you were driving, telling me about this town, telling me about your town, and we stopped, we stopped to buy rizla next to the town’s only nightclub where drugs are dealt…

I was on holiday, and you showed me around your shop; yeh, you showed me around your shop, and then we had a sort of fumbled hug which turned into a snog, it turned into a snog by your shop door…

Yes, I was on holiday, and I said, so, maybe we could meet?, no, you said maybe we could meet later?.. and I said, so, I’m not sure I’m not sure, but part of me really wanted to meet you later, yes yes, smiles…

Yes, Yes, I was on holiday, and you were messaging me saying…no no you said text me…but then you messaged me: will I see you later?, and I said ah yes, hopefully, yes yes see you later, smile smile smile…

I was on holiday, we were messaging, we were messaging, and I think we were definitely on for the evening, yes definitely on for the evening, super smiles smile…

Fuck, I was on holiday, and you were coming round to my apartment, no wait, you met me….you met me at the small harbour, the small harbour! Moonlight, fucking moonlight on the sea, sea air, your eyes, your eyes, your brown eyes and kiss…hands…face…

Wow, I was on holiday and you came up to the apartment and said hi to everyone , and brought wine and smiled, and smiled, and said hi, and we found our own space, our space, and we talked about music, and music, and exes, and more music, and caught each other’s glances, and strokes and lips and verandas, and hold hold hold hold hold…

Breath, priapic, tartan pyjamas, navy slip, welted skin, hunger hunger hunger so much…

Tender tender tender cocoon, embrace warm dark quiet quiet quiet.

Morning, packing, morning coffee, morning cigarette, morning morning morning smiles smile smiles, texts, questions, texts hopes, texts laughter record future, say movement going, ah…

So, I got back from holiday,

Fuck, I got back from holiday,

Geez, I got back, yeh, I got back,

And wherever I look, wherever I look, literally, wherever I look, I see you.

So, I get back from holiday, and I see you , hear you smell you. I thought you were the fucking cat for christ’s sake.

Yeh yeh, I get back, I feel see hear want you, I feel hear see heart love like you, feel see hear love like heart fucking want you, fucking want the fuck out of you, literally,

EVERYTHING                      ABOUT                                                 YOU

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