all the writers that I love
never married at least not for long
and their life and their works were examined
and qualified after their death
they will write of me when I am dead
they will write of my work and my art and I hope
they do not forget my children
for they will be the beauty of my life
I see nothing wrong in this
the mistakes that were made will not be made twice
and the accomplishments of my life will not be them alone
and they will not be few
and they will write of my love
and it will be examined and qualified along with all the rest of me
and it will all
in the end
be meaningless